Shades of Grey

Shades of Grey

Why Did Destiny Capture Our Shots , If Fate Had Someone Else Framed Ahead?



Brown into the flattened black,
Had it always been that black?
Had those give-always always been this cold?
That gentle look, now not even a scratch,
But instead, dim dead and bold,
The kind that’d give anyone a panic attack

My path had been defined,
My goal’s been set,
This, an unfamiliar lane...
Why so?
Why did we meet again?

If destiny did not capture our shots,
If fate had someone else pretty ahead,
Then why did you look back?
Why did I want you to look back?

Had it been you?
Or was I seeing myself?
Regret seemed too much,
Dreams were too much too,
My consciousness remained unmoved,
Like yours, mine lost in touch!

That fleeting moment,
Did we both recede?
Was that why we didn't see each other?
The wait is for next time,
Or is it going to be never?

I remember the scene,
“Black hair set against your pale skin”
 You said,
“With crimson lips,
And cheeks as brilliant as the setting sun,
The fragrance of
Fine cream and roses,
I wanted to pull your hair back,
Put it behind your ears where they belonged,
For they were obstinate and warmed your face,
Fusing into the dusty pink Brussels lace."

I blamed the wind that refused to budge,
I blamed the noises that remained adamant.

Where was that reflex action?
We were proud of; a time ago?
Where did that flutter of,
Heart to heart beats, go?

All was perfect, then why didn’t it end well?
We had a second, we had a moment,
We had a chance, we had an option,
We could change our mind,
We had our hopes far from behind.

But that just passed,
Ever so quietly,
Nothing.
That's what we loyally did.

We stood, like fools looking into forever.
Standing there,
And resumed our pathways,
As though nonentity happened.
What an endeavor.







5 comments:

  1. welldone Huda... keep writing girl !! unheard silence and emotions not easily understood.. too good baby.. good luck

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  2. hudaaaa.....gal u wrote thissss.........wonderful.......i loved one stanzaa....'My consciousness remained unmoved,
    Like yours, mine lost in touch!....ur brilliant.......way to go galll.................

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  3. So many emotions...so many undercurrents...but it shows that u are more at comfort wen it is romance that u want to express...the lines in which u show us a romantic interlude,it just takes us all into that moment...beautiful...My sincere request would be to keep it simple though...u know,simple is beautiful!!! love it...keep going gal!!!

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