Shades of Grey

Shades of Grey

Lonelines


I’ve had everything, I have everything

Shamelessly, I can’t help but say

I have nothing.


I’ve had everyone, I have everyone

And as stupid as it may seem,

I sense I’m alone, I’m in no team.


I wake up everyday from the dead,

(Do I?)
Wandering here and there...

Ignoring every instruction put against me

Helpless about what to be and what not.


Now, I think, a tissue is what I resemble

A weak object to be used and mercilessly thrown away,

Fingers crossed that ‘someone’ would come

And light the flames of hope in me,

For a brighter day.


I had to face ugly truths the hard way,

Difficult lessons at the worst.

And not one inch of anger or emotion in me...

One question is all I want answered.

Am I cursed?


Happiness is way out of proportion,

Depression, Guilt, Fury

I’d take anything as evidence.

Proof of that I’m alive.


I get freedom, I go out.

I travel, I ‘try’ to have fun.

Yet, I’m cooped up in me.

As in a well too high to climb out of.


As bad as my situation might seem to you,

I find it easy,

You see …..

Disappointment turned out to be pleasant for me.


4 comments:

  1. smokin' hot!!!
    the last para is out of this world...
    wonderful!!!
    keep it up!

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  2. have to agree with every word of GEE...from a guy who's been findin lonelinees his home for these many years and finds it his santuary ...you hit the spot !

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  3. its good but not out of the world or anything!it can touch yo hearts but if yo go depp there isnt much ineer meanings!and try to use a rhymr scheme1it will look more beautiful!

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